I've been through WORSE and now know that giving up is not an option. I've also realized that what we have in our lives we called in (the law of attraction) however let us not forget who we WERE when we called in those reflections.
Through study, practice and faith we can change who we are into the beakons of light we want to become and truely are.
"Please never turn your back on your faith. Courage is crucial. There is no room for faintheartedness in faith. The timid doom themselves to ridcule from thie partners, from their children from their friends and from the world at large..." - Daisaku Ikeda